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hehe.. here to blog!! hahax.. ytd was monthlyversary worx.. hahax.. bleahz.. well.. so happy!! 1 month le lehZ.. hahax.. cool man.. nvm... got lots and lots of months ahead... i hope... hehe.. bleahz.. well.. May we last forever and ever more!! and always happy happy and very loving.. hehe.. well.. nth much to blog about! EXAMS coming SOON!! kaoZ.. this thur lehZ.. sianZ.. nvm.. must jia you jia you!! everyone oso must OK!! JIA YOU!!
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4:32 AM
OUCH! just knock my head.. haiyo.. the com table so low.. i mean the sch's one.. crawl in to put in the mouse.. then in the end hit my head.. *pain pain* but its ok le i guess.. used to hitting my head le.. hahax.. nvm.. after awhile the pain will go away.. its always like that de maZ.. hahax.. bleahz.. so i blogged again!! hahax.. not that dead anymore rite?? hahax.. well.. just now saw some preserved bodies used for scientific studies.. didnt feel good when i stepped into the room.. dunno why.. just felt like i am suffocating.. yup.. haiZ.. dun like the feeling at all.. yup yup.. so quickly got out of the room when we are allowed to.. yup.. well.. exam results for those tests that passed
Life science:A
Biosci pract:A
hahax.. not bad huh?? am coping quite well lorZ.. hahax.. bleahz.. YAY!! i got sgh sponsorship liaoZ.. hahax.. nice sia.. $$$$ hahax.. bleahz.. well.. sch is still ok.. not much happening.. hehe.. noe what date is tml?? and noe whats the big day? if u forget horz.. i dunno u SIA!! hahax.. hp is taken away from me.. if u want can call my home.. and can msn or email me.. yup.. sms me is useless.. hehe.. nvm.. i try to ask my father to let me have back my hp for that nite lorZ.. hahax.. bleahz.. well.. kk.. i blog till here baZ.. yup yup.. anyway.. we are still quite fine.. i hope we will be together forever! =) well.. thats my ******** WISH!! hahax.. bleahz.. take care guys!! tata~
7:38 PM
HAIYO!!! why so STRESSFUL!!!??? haiz.. got 2 ica in one week.. thats very bad.. cuz for one ica i have to study like siao and the other ica i dun think i will have enuf time to do it well!! how??! walao.. stupid draw lots.. actually supposedly i chose the 2 more weeks later then present one.. then ppl complain not fair.. kaoZ.. first come first serve can?? dots.. no choice.. gotta rush.. rush.. RUSH!! haiz.. just updating for u all.. later u guys say i forget abt u all sia.. hahax.. bleahz.. go rush le!! sayonarA~
9:59 PM
YO YO!! hahax.. finally my dead blog recieved some bit of injection of life in it.. hahax.. not bad rite?? hahax.. well.. i actually dun have much to blog abt.. hahax.. well.. my days go by with nth much interesting.. hahax.. yup.. project project project!! hahax.. thats how my hols are passed.. yup.. i think 1 week only go out 1 time.. hahax.. actually not only 1 day larZ.. hahax.. bleahz.. i mean like as in one day dun needa bring any books.. just go out and play and enjoy! hahax.. yup.. the rest of the time is just like after project then go out lorZ.. but only for a short while de larZ.. hahax.. so yup.. nth interesting.. hahax.. well.. i and her are getting on just fine.. hahax.. only ytd i made her either sad or angry.. i not very sure.. she just doesnt seem happy.. yup.. but i did cheer her up in the end.. or at least it seems so.. cuZ she was laughing and smiling.. thats sth very good rite?? hehe.. well.. all the stupid thots i kept to myself.. not letting her noe.. cuZ even if she noes she cant do anything rite?? yup yup.. dun wanna trouble ppl.. SEE!! i am such a nice guy!! hahax.. bleahz.. i made up my mind.. i wun ever go ask other gals for their number.. as in gals that i dunno larZ.. yup yup.. cuZ i dun want her to be affected.. she is the one i hope to be with for the rest of my short short life.. so i NVR wanna lose her! i just wanna shout it out loud "I JUST LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH!!!" hmmm... AIYA!! alot of things to do sia.. so BUSY!! hahax.. and also so many b'daes are coming le.. sobx sobx.. going to go broke sia.. HAIYO!!! how can like that.. hahax.. but nvm.. i can manage.. hahahahahahahahax.. kk.. nth much to say le.. yup yup.. TAKE CARE EVERYONE WHO EVEN READS THIS!! hahax.. tata ~gone
Something SpecIal: i am getting my SGH sponsorship!! :) they offered me.. all i have to do is just take it up!! hahax.. worth celebrating?? yeah.. BUT NOT WITH A WHOLE BIG GANG OF ALL MY FRENZ!! hahax... bleahz...
11:22 PM
ok larZ nu er.. i post almost everyday ok?? hahax.. dun be angry larZ.. not as if i everyday oso got time maz.. hahax.. bleahz.. anyway.. must i always feel so insecure?? cant i feel more secure?? cant i feel more confident abt myself?? i dunno.. after some heartwrenching loves.. i lost lots of confidence abt myself.. yes.. i found back some.. but not all ya.. yup.. i hate to feel insecure.. i really would like to feel very secure and very happy everyday.. so is the bottom line for me to not love at all?? i need reassurance.. cuZ my hope is not in the lord?? i think that is quite true.. i dunno.. i think i have not shown enough interest to get a closer relationship with god!! hmm.. bad me.. hahax.. well.. i keep finding reasons and ways to escape from my mistakes.. YUE SIANG!!! u must wake up now!! b4 u slip into eternal separation with god!! *slaps slaps*
gals tend to not be expressive abt their liking for guys issit?? hmmm.. guess so.. but its like.. sms and chatting on msn doesnt seem to assure as much as wat u can see and feel rite?? hmm.. i make sure i let the gal noe i like her.. though i will hide till i have enough courage to do that!! hahax.. but in the end i still let her noe.. thats me.. so that the gal will be assure of my love for her.. hmm.. why am i complaining?? haiyo.. *slaps slaps* stupid me.. hmmm... well.. gals tend to be more shy rite?? hmm.. i duno.. hahax.. i am away from my frenZ!! hahax.. so i am typing so much.. hahax.. bleahz..
Prayer:
Father lord in heaven.. i pray for a sign.. i dunno wat sign shld i ask for.. but i really would like to have a sign.. to tell me whether she is the one for me.. the one u have planned for me.. i noe u will answer if we ask faithfully and in ur will.. lord.. show me.. thank you lord.. i will accept everything.. even if it is against my will..
i like u.. i really do.. but sometimes.. things mite change just over time.. thats what i am worried abt.. i am not afraid i mite change.. but u.. cuZ to me.. u are like an angel in the sky.. while i am just a lowly earthly man.. living in a small little world.. u are so special while i am so normal.. how can i ever be with u?? i will climb the highest mountains and swim in the deepest ocean just to find u.. and just to be with u.. that ...... i promise u...
~gone.. the insane man
11:19 PM
well.. now got lots of time to slack again.. hahax.. bleahz.. well.. but just had a killing morning.. 3 hrs of lecture and 1 hr of tutorial.. almost died.. hahax.. bleahz.. luckily ended in time for me to get my meals and get refreshed!! hahax.. 2 hours break.. didnt really achieved much.. hahax.. did wat i have to do and want to do!! EAT!! hahx.. and had to photocopy some stuff at the lib.. yup.. now is cashcard payment.. wow.. so high tech worx.. hahax.. bleahz.. cuZ i drag my printing for 3 days le maZ.. so no choice have to do today.. hahax.. bleahz..
sch life is still ok.. not at all very stressful.. well... not very larZ.. but stress lvl is still there.. hahax.. bleahz.. and one kpo fren is behind me!! hahax.. bleahz.. trying to read as i type.. so aint going to type much larZ.. hahax.. anything just pop by and talk to me on msn.. hahax.. bleahz.. oh finally she got the hint.. hahax.. go away le.. hahax.. bleahz.. well.. b4 she comes back..
hmmm.. well.. i think i am falling deeper and deeper.. but well.. at least its not going to be a one-sided thingy!! hahx.. bleahz.. i hope it can last for awhile.. i try to get the courage to ask.. yup yup.. everyday seeing her.. really feel like just hugging her.. haiZ.. nvm.. must control!! hahax.. bleahz.. haiyo.. my fren really very kpo! hahax.. bleahz.. kk larZ.. will have to keep my feelings in check baZ.. yup.. listening to songs.. hehe.. and i shall end here!! take care guys ~gone
10:42 PM
back back!! hee.. life is so fun at poly!! slacking in the computer plaza doing nth.. must wait for half an hour more then got lesson.. haiyo.. hahax.. well.. nu er!! dun be sad.. dun give up too!! cuZ lao pa is always there for u!! just give me a call or sms if u need help k?? yup yup.. lao pa though not very smart.. but i think still can help de baZ.. yup.. i will help as much as i can..
well.. poly frenZ are real fun and frenly.. but then they always say alot of stuff horZ.. and then i dun understand de.. hahax.. how can like that?? hahax.. and then i am the solo chinese guy in class larZ.. then 2 gals keep sayin stuff abt me and a gal.. sucks sia.. hahax.. well.. its like.. whats wrong with me?? its not like i choose to be the only chinese guy in class one lehZ.. not my fault.. i dun care.. bleahZ.. well.. at least life is not that hectic like sec and pri sch.. and we dun have a fixed classroom but floating around the whole sch!! hahax.. at least can walk walk.. not like in sec sch need sit in the classroom for the whole day.. its bOring!! yup yup.. still ccaless.. dunno what to join lehZ.. dun feel like getting tied down by extra stuff.. hahax.. at least got more freedom to do my own recreation.. hehe.. isnt that cool?? yup yup.. hiding sadness behind a happy face?? who noes?? hehe.. that is.. who is sensitive enuf to noe?? hahax.. bleahz.. its ok.. i can still get by de.. yup yup.. why add sadness to other ppl's life?? yup yup.. take it urself better.. k guys!! take care!! oh one more thing.. i think i am starting to like a gal le.. how?? i dun want!! or do i want?? help me!! argh.. i am scared.. wat if.. i get hurt again.. wat if.. its a one sided love again?? many many wat if!! haiZ..
10:28 PM
16 yRs olD tHIs yr... Can caLl mE ys or yUe siANg or yuE liAnG... weaR spEcs... Mad Man... laMe guY... Dun GetmE crAZy.. or i shALl reaLLy tUrn to BEcOme a NUTcase!! =P CurRentLy hAviNg No One iN my HeaRt.. Or mAybe So I ThiNk..*.*